Timeless

Time.

The ball and chain. 

The fundamental of my struggles. 

My urning. My pain. 

Taking steps without looking back. 

Making commitments I wasn't ready for. 

Wearing myself thin and exhausting the resources of my soul. 

The sentences and the sound of sorrow repeating in my head. 

The tears seemed to be endless.  

Constant reminders around me. 

Spiraling out of control. 

Can't get away. 

Enough. 

Enough. 

No more. 

It's time. 

To forget about time. 

To let the waves take me. 

To a place of serenity and liberation. 

To be cleansed from the trials and judgement. 

To once again be able to look at my reflection and smile at everything I am. 

To love, to laugh and to live without having to try so hard.

My goals are being met and my dreams are becoming reality.  

It's easy to learn but so always hard to believe. 

Perhaps it was just meant to be this way.

But I don't regret anything. 

How could I?

As I've said.

I'll never say goodbye. 

Belive that when I seem too far I will come around. 

When it's needed the most my eyes will always be a reminder. 

That everything will be okay.

No matter what happens. 

No matter where we go.

No matter who we go with.